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    DecimussNightmare : i had a crush on her
    DecimussNightmare : when i was in 9th/10th grade
    DecimussNightmare : she does drugs now and she has jackasses for bfs
    DecimussNightmare : so moving on
    DecimussNightmare : i moved to colorado
    DecimussNightmare : to a small town called leadville
    DecimussNightmare : where i live now
    countrygirl3499 : mmhmmm
    DecimussNightmare : so my years of middle school sucked
    DecimussNightmare : same as both years of highschool
    DecimussNightmare : well kinda in my sophomore year
    DecimussNightmare : i was in a musical
    DecimussNightmare : and people loved me
    DecimussNightmare : i dated my first gf in my ninth grade year
    DecimussNightmare : her name was shania
    DecimussNightmare : for one christmas we had i bought her a 100 dollar neckless and earings
    countrygirl3499 : awe
    DecimussNightmare : so after that two months later on valenties day
    DecimussNightmare : she broke up with me
    DecimussNightmare : on my moms side the grandpa that was a preacher
    DecimussNightmare : died of kidney faliure
    DecimussNightmare : my heart broken
    DecimussNightmare : she wanted to give me the neckless and earrings back i said No
    DecimussNightmare : Keep it, it will remind you of the broken heart that you made blossmed
    DecimussNightmare : i ran away crying
    DecimussNightmare : and that neckless the irony of it is a heart
    countrygirl3499 : wow
    DecimussNightmare : i found out two years later she cheated on me
    DecimussNightmare : and now
    DecimussNightmare : now
    DecimussNightmare : my other grandpa died in the summer
    DecimussNightmare : im broken two days ago a friend attemped suicide and now
    DecimussNightmare : she in critical condition shes gonnna die
    DecimussNightmare : one of my online friends from her
    DecimussNightmare : here
    DecimussNightmare : now i run a club for people who wanna make movies
    countrygirl3499 : im sorry hunny
    DecimussNightmare : im forever alone
    DecimussNightmare : i need love
    countrygirl3499 : hey chear up love will find u
    DecimussNightmare : thats me
    countrygirl3499 : look all u can do is hope for the best and stay strong for your friends
    DecimussNightmare : im all out of hope
    countrygirl3499 : dont talk like that it will all be alright
    DecimussNightmare : i cant cry
    countrygirl3499 : dont cry sweet heart i wish i can give u a hug
    DecimussNightmare : icant
    DecimussNightmare : no matter how hard i try i cant cry
    countrygirl3499 : i promise it will get better
    DecimussNightmare : how